E Truth RemAinS the SamE... ARe YoU SAveD?

bad day

2005-04-07T21:03:00.000-07:00

had quite a bad day today.. like totally terrible marks... i failed my e math test .. and its e math.. -_-''.. then chem paper i didn't finish one 6 marks question, then physics no need to say fail lioaz... expected better than this.. guess i expected too much.. sheesh...now i know the consequences of being too pridefull, and studying last minute.. hee... time is speeding, someone should fine it for doing that.. how can mid yrs be 3 WEEKS AWAY! thats so fast.. like.. what is happening to the years.. seems like it gets shorter everyday... but schools still as boring lah.. i can't keep awake.. and i can't download my ff8.. heee.. wanna play again... gonna lend it from theodore... :)

Cry holy

2005-04-02T07:40:00.000-08:00

while listening to the always and forever cd.. well... this song really struck me...

"wonder this mystery, in the pages of history, of a man who bled and died for me, HES MORE THAN A STORY!"

well its like so many people know jesus as someone that is so story book, another tale, wonder when they will know that jesus is so much more than this religion, another made up story... HE iS MOre ThAn a SToRy maN! sigh....

"hes the one who hung up on a tree, his crimson flowed poured out for me, he
gave his life to set me free"

Jesus did die for us, a man of such power, of such high status, actually died on something that his father created- a tree. such irony... man how i hate those saducees or whatever they are... then again, without him dieing for us . there would be no way to connect with God. Theres so many things we should thank God for, the fact that he came down on to earth is a good enuf reason... usually we just complain to God about our problems, expecting them to be solved, but do we actually take that time to thank God.. man.. i don't think so.. i'm guilty too.. but hey, lets all start yah?

EarthquakE!

2005-03-31T07:24:00.000-08:00

yikes.... the earthquake that hit sumatra not long ago shook my house man... like totally.. i tot i was like getting a headache.. haha.. cuz was on com doing alot of planning.. then i tot i think too much plan too long then kana like that... only until my bro asked me if i felt the house shake did i realise it was an earthquake.. shook quite violently.. then scared buiding will fall.. haha... woke up dad and mum.. then me and bro went down to check and join the crowd of about 30 pple waiting downstairs... heee... be extra... but we only went down for barely 5 min before getting bored and going up...then just went to sleep... what a night man...

SynergiZ II

2005-03-20T01:57:00.000-08:00

AIYA! synergIz finish liaoz... but it was good.. the last day ws the most impacting.. can say lah... reverent james singh like super li hai... he lay hands on pple almost immediately that guy will faint one... like he made 10 pple fall in 1 min... i had my own personal time with God Too! :) then had lunch and workshop... that Guy like super straight forward... whatever also dare to say one... heart to heart tok with guys... hmz.. then had a wonderful prayer session during the last "Engage" session... we went to queue for tickets later... then this girl say we cut queue, then in the end cuz still got 1 hour left then we just leave, went for dinner... then the concert... and like many pple got saved.. everyone was crazy.. girls shouting at guys, guys "morshing" each other... saw sam lim walked away.. haha.. think he quite angry at those guys for pushing him.. haha... but in the end it was another wonderful session.. everyone didn't want planet shkerZ to go.. haha.. forced them to play like 3 more songs... Woa! yay yay... today rocked... i'm feeling so much more refreshed! ahha...

SynerGiz

2005-03-19T00:11:00.000-08:00

"Everybody jump around in the house of GoD!!!" WOOO.. this years synergiz so far has been sooo much more impacting than the PAST YEAR.. God reallly moved so much more powerful this year.. and i'm sure its only going to get better yr after yr.. YaY.. its fun.. almost lost my bag like with my mp3 player inside..haha.. freaked out- but found it :). this really made me realise how fast news spread about in church... in a few minutes everyone came up to me asking whether i got find my bag not.. haha... i'm not gonna risk any more secrets no more... lol.. but not like u all cannot tell me lah.. i'm trust worthy..haha.. yupz.. i've not really blurted out any secrets yet..hehe.. God really moved today huh? yupz yupz.. especially in the night concert.. like everyone was praying so hard not for our schools, not even the whole of singapore.. but like SEA. like.. WOA! thats cool.. hmz.. then bought the cd and found that there were no more T'shirts.. or at least the size i want no more.. only got chiwawa size.. haha... well, got the planet shakers autograph.. hee... first time i actually wanted someone to grafitize my cd and cd cover.. but hey.. they did a good job.. anf the songs were nice too... hmz.. juz one thing.. how bout thaT jumping around song? WHERE IS IT?! man... hhaa.. i guess they're gonna come out another album 2 months later with that song? ahha... are u all gonna download it? i feel like.. but i noe cannot.. haha... yupz.. DOn't support PIrACy~ ROck oN... haa...

fire in the house

2005-02-25T16:48:00.000-08:00

this shld have been written quite long ago.. but its up till today then i remembered it.. remembered the night when i was taking an mrt ride home with evie and theodore... was having a good chat with them.. then, when we were nearing tampines mrt, we saw this inferno blazing right outside the mrt... it was shocking to see such a big fire blazing.. rit in front of our own eyes.. i guessed it reminded me of hell? may sound weird.. but hell's gonna be lots worse than that man.. the more i think of it, the more i wanna get my friends to christ.. not gonna let them suffer...no matter what humiliation may come in my way man.. God, help me! yeah.. one thing i've learned thru this few yrs of being in ministry is God NEVER leaves you thru any part of ur life.. whether it is a block mountain or a rift valley :) save one more for jesus... ;)

thank God

2005-02-14T17:43:00.000-08:00

Thank You Dad... so much...

How wide is Your love
That You would stretch Your arms
And go around the world
And why for me would a Savior’s cry be heard
I don’t know
Why You went where I was meant to go
I don’t know
Why You love me so

Those were MY nails
That was MY crown
That pierced Your hands and your brow
Those were MY thorns
Those were MY scorns
Those were MY tears that fell down
And just as You said it would be
You did it all for ME
After You counted the cost
You took MY shame, MY blame
On MY cross

How deep is Your grace
That you could see my need
And chose to take my place
And then for me, these words I’d hear You say
Father no
Forgive them for they know not what they do
I will go
Because I love them so

sis

2005-02-11T00:49:00.000-08:00

Sigh... mixed emotions. my sis juz went to melbourne... i tot i wouln't miss her.. but it's different without her lah.. little weird... like somethings missing... choking on my emotions now.. shouldn't cry... looking at all the people with red faces, gives tremendous stress.. well, i gotta get used to it... Its OK! i'll get used to it. :)

2005-02-08T10:48:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year.. the time we can stock up ON our MOnEy! haha...yaY, i'm deciding to take out 200 bucks from my ang baos to go into my "iPod fund" i'm scrimping for it now..haha.. even doing the maid's job to earn some cash. There's gonna BE lotsa goodies too! ahah... but cannot eat so much lah.. not later cannot sing the next week..then die liao! :p sam will kill me... theres no school Too! haha.. this is the time where we can relax, eat and then Get $ ...haha.. wat a bargain. one thing i cannot stand bout chinese new year would be the crappy songs they always sing... they use this really crappy voice, then sing some chEEna songs..Gosh! hearing aid companies Will Soon Earn Alot of monEY. Our school's new year perfomance wasn't any better ... the performances were too short and the people acting, they muz well have juz said their lines! No feelings Added watSo EvER~ Gosh... can you imagine that ? how horrible the performance was? the dragon and lion thing was preety crap too.. the girl that held the ball that the dragon would chase fell down~ then one guy stepped on the dragon, they kept colliding against each other during intersections... ;p. hmz... well, a VERy HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

2005-02-08T03:00:00.000-08:00

2005-02-05T09:33:00.000-08:00

TLW.. hmz... great topic to elaborate on.. i think the service was great, and meaningful, evryone looked real nice. :) But what God spoke to me was more of during area 1A's leaders meeting.. FAITH- we often say we trust God so much, but do we really trust God without worrying, i'm sure most of us do not. Try God in a boat, storm comes and the disciples get anxious... FAITh- they did not show. But u noe what, God clamed the storm! hes so much bigger than that PUNY Storm! NO matter what doubts we have, lEt God calm that Storm! lets press on for God!

HIde me now,
Under your wings,
cover me,
within your mighty hand,

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storm
father you r king over the flood
i will be still ,know you are God

find rest my soul
in christ alone
know his power
in quietness and trust

my blog

2005-01-31T20:21:00.001-08:00

i'm having a really bad sore throat...ugh... like.. i sound like a ghost.. strained my voice too much during the service... aiya, i miss the christmas musical, maybe not the exact one.. but the rehearsals.. when we actually spent hours everyday reheasing like siao.. but everyone was really united.. i still remember that moment after the musical ended.. everyone was so happy going around hugging evrybody.. but at that moment i felt lost too, apart from the over joyious moment, it was like , "now what?".. well, its past a month since the real thing.. and i still miss it.. i'm sure all the rest of the cast will agree with me...rit? haha... can't blame me.. its just a too impacting experience.....

God's miracle!

2005-01-25T18:14:00.001-08:00

what had turn a spinning wheel
spinned my brain
how could such a perfect day
turn into such a pain?
i saw the list that mad me mad
tired and bothered by it
i tried my best but couldn't find
what i wanted
was it becuz of this, i thought
frustrated with every one glance at the phone
God took that opportunity
and made it Gold
i calmed down after a moment
God saw through the rest
what i saw was a busy day
all by my own strength
turned out to be the day
he strenghtened that faith in me

2005-01-20T01:59:00.000-08:00

"i looked at the man with utter disgust, his shirt was wet with slime that revealed evrything underneath it, i wondered to myself." what if thats not water?" i stared in horror as that man chopped the pig's intestines."-cool ya? hmz.. thats what i wrote for english.. school again.. no diff. nothing's different. wonder why they call "apple of the eye", apples dun have eyes wat, neither do eyes have apple... what so precious bout an apple to the eye? its juz an apple... can buy at mcdonalds at 50 cents... gosh.. whats with the olden time people man.. all they could eat was apples? GoSh.. they're dumb....

Boring...

2005-01-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

School again... aiya.. a maths very hard leh... pure geog teacher also say until like so complicated like that.. but she's a good teacher.. isit juz me then? looking forward to weekends.. SIng foR mY SaVIouR!! yeah... ChinEse NeW yEar coming..haha... ang pow, then maybe can top up on cash liaoZ... HAHAH! juz learnt some new guit stuff frm sam yuan... too cool man.. hehe... 1 more day to sat!!! HHAAH.... but i gotta rush to church frm ncc again... sheesh... nver mind... yeahz... got alot of hw.. trying to do...

2005-01-08T09:31:00.000-08:00

hmz... Today was a super busy today. A little crazy actually, wanted to purposely wake up late then go school late..haha... But didn't work. But anyway, training was horrible, we did 900 jumping jacks, do until my whole leg numb. Then after that was the sec 1 cca orientation.. wah, we got 40 over people. But we walked around for like.. 5 hours? my legs are painful and sore! somemore my mam dun even let me go early to church...too much sia... sigh, well, have to give my christmas cards nxt week then...

yawn

2005-01-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

*yawn**yawn*, boy, this school thing's definitely getting to me... its so sianz.. i almost slept infront of my physics teacher.. heng i did not.. not kana detention... saw dorea on one of those days, haha... cool, TkGS and CCHS crowd the bus, leaving no space for TkSS, thats unfair, but what to do, all the guys in the school are pure gentlemen, so its normal to let the *GIRLS* get on, resulting in our late-coming, which our Dm scolds us, how unfair. thinking of where to put Cg, sheesh, like 5 day work week sure is a bummer at times man.. like no place to put Cg, only at night. WE need girls in our cell, like that'll increase the no. of pple we can outreach to... yes, so help bring tkss girls in, whoever reads this.. frm church...

MEGALIFE 10th anniversary

2005-01-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

WOA! today rocked... i was almost late for practice..haha... but its really cool to be part of a band that is so experienced... shall not call them old.. haha.. well, but i love being in Pnw with so many awesome people! RoCk On Man.. everything juz went so smooth today.. and seeing extreme gourmet was cool, and the candles! HOHOH, they were beautiful.. lol, from the stage can see all the lights lit up... like it was freakingly Nice.. plus, the LIGhts were oFF! :) YEs.. later we went play soccer... haha cool ... today rockEd!

A fruitful dAy

2004-12-28T23:46:00.000-08:00

YES!! hahah... i got a guitar.. and i think its really value for money... like totally! its only 350.. and it sounDs GREAT GREAT!.. hahha.. yeah.. went shopping with sam low, yuan and ZhengXin... shop for GuiTs... HAhhah... And THAnkS so MUch Much sam Low! for That inTro to the shop!... then went for the PnW thanksgiving DAy... haah... QuiTE fuN.. The Food Ws GWet...BuT too little..hahah... My Day RockEd...

2004-12-28T01:43:00.000-08:00

HAHAHHAHA! i'm FInalLY actuALyy FiNAlY DonE WiTh thIS BloG... took a long TimE.. BUt hey, It lOOKs Ok.. hhaAh,.. yuPZ i'M So... HAppY

AHHH..

2004-12-27T08:33:00.000-08:00

i'm like trying my best to edit this blog.. but its so hard.. GOD!! HELP ME! someone help me... hahah

DiaZo

2004-12-26T07:21:00.000-08:00

I actually made a blog... haah... well.. influenced by so many pple..well.. lets call it fun...